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In desperate need of writing a maaaaassive post, but I lack motivation right now.

After 8 days;

I finally finished Rachaelas picture. I bought a beautiful frame for it! I cannot wait to give it to her!

The Misery

I write the lines you want me to, with the words.
I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.

You cast a perfect shadow on the paper.
Fade away with the sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain..

You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bear with me, stay near me.
When the Atumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me..

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared.
You'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night.
Open the only book with the only poem I can read..
In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line for them I cried..

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared.
You'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

I am the Playwrite and you are my Crown, make me cry for your love.
Like you've done many times, so I know.
I can't write these storylines without you, lady pain, make me strong.
Can't we be together without them forever..

The words I write can only hurt you, sorry for the rain.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain.. I leave you gently on the floor.
Take one step towards the door.
Where's the letter never written, good night now..

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared.
You'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared.
You'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.

New phone is amazing! I love it!

Jan. 20th, 2015

I felt pretty yesterday so took these pictures. My new phone arrived today so once I've gotten dressed and done my makeup, I'll probably test the camera out. It's going to be so much better than the iPhone camera :D



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Last Drop Falls

When I'm looking in your eyes, everything seems to fade away.
After all these years, do I know you now? Have I trusted blindly in your love too many times?
You said, "Hey, my love. I'm sorry but we can't go on 'cause I'm in love with someone else."
Tell me, what do you want me to say when you treat me this way?

Oh, I love you, maybe? And I hope it goes away.
How I want you daily, I know it's gonna stay.

You are so self-satisfied. Always ready for a ride.
Double-crossing, lousy cheat. Love you anyway.
You have warm and tender Devil's soul, you are so low.
I can hear you say; "I'm sorry, should we still go on? I'm not in love with that someone else."
Tell me what do you want me to say when you treat me this way?

Oh, I love you, maybe? And I hope it goes away.
How I want you daily, I know it's gonna stay.

Tell me now that I have found the whore in you, why can't I tell you no?
Time will show, the last word is for me.
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls.
Jar of love isn't dry until the last drop falls.

The moment I will step aside, you're ready for another ride.
Walking in the cool night air without underwear.
You have red light burning in your soul, I've seen the glow.
In every dream I have, I say I'm not in love with you but every day I say I do.
You have messed with my head so many times.
Forced me to love you.

Now that I have found the whore in you, why can't I tell you no?
Time will show, the last word is for me.
If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls.
I will cry until the last drop falls.

Plan of action;


  1. Have a cigarette.

  2. Get dressed.

  3. Wash hair.

  4. Make bed.

  5. Apply for credit card.

  6. Dry hair.

  7. Go through stuff.

  8. Take pictures of said stuff and put on eBay!

  9. Try and sell my guitar on Littlehampton Spotted.

  10. Pick my Uncle Nick up.

  11. Put up decorations.

  12. Have a bath.

  13. Go round Samanthas.

  14. Home

  15. Bed.

It might not go exacly in that order but that doesn't matter. As long as I get all of it done.

Nostalgia


Oh how nice it is to be back on LJ! I completely forgot about this site until my best friend was talking to me about her old one last night. I've really missed being on here.

I remember I used to talk absolute crap on here, and I doubt that is going to change, lol.

It's good to be back :)